Next two weeks off of school

And yesterday was the worst way to start it off.

I wish people would understand some things, really.

I feel like everything I've been trying to do to change myself

hasn't paid off anything. Not even with my best friend. :/

And of course only one person feels the same way and

we're not even close. But after our talk last night, I think

that will change.

I don't know anymore.

I want to leave, for real.

I want to get out of this state, and if it takes moving to Texas

away from my real good actual friends, I will do it.

I'm sorry.

xoxo <3